#finally someone in my inbox matching my freak lol

[xoxratedkitten]

Id love to feel your nails tease the side of my cock

I'd love to wrap my claws around some dick <3

I hope you like when they leave marks ;)

[m1ckeyb3rry]

Hello there!! OMG you don’t know how I just sped to read the Saturday date I think I’m actually in love with your writing. Also 7K WORDS?!?! Guys I’m being fed too well omg chefs kiss a million times over <3 Found another piece to burn into my brain and reread over and over again I was kicking my feet reading this THEYRE SUCH DORKS ITS SO CUTE AHHJDKSHD This has to be some witchcraft because I can’t even express in words how good this was!! Reading this made my week omg! The beach aspect incorporated his fear of water PERFECTLY he’s such a gentleman and a menace at the same time this is literal perfection!!!

And SAME we can be (blue) locked in together HAHA I seriously can’t wait for him to be animated!! Speaking of, you saw the Epi Nagi movie, correct? If so, what’d you think?? Just in case I won’t spill my thoughts quite yet hahahaha but would love to hear what you think

Also I LIVE for the hilarious interactions between Karasu and other characters too!! I completely forgot to mention before but I think I died laughing with the Hiori cameo you added in the first part of the Karasu piece - it was so on brand and so goofy of him I love how you added that! And the Hiori mention this time too was gold, you’ve captured the essence of their characters and relationships so well!!! Otoya interactions with Karasu are also a fav of mine so IM SO EXCITED TO SEE WHAT YOU HAVE IN STORE!!!

On that note, I’m not sure if you’ve read the EpiNagi manga either but there’s some great interaction content in there if you’re looking!! Their dynamic is also so goofy and I love them too!!!!

You’re also a GENIUS I hadn’t even thought of Karasu interacting with Yukimiya for the first time that’d actually have me rolling omg I can imagine him just glaring at him and sizing him up all the time doing his analysis and just muttering insults like “he’s just an mediocre dude” etc LOL

Once again, thank you so so much for entertaining my thoughts and requests you didn’t just deliver you ATE and DEVOURED, above and beyond truly!!! If you’re ever lacking Karasu writing ideas or just thoughts generally I’ll always have some handy for you o7 HAVE A LOVELY DAY!!!! THANK YOU FOR FEEDING THE KARASU COMMUNITY HSHSHSH I have a feeling I’ll be in your inbox quite often LOL (esp when he finally gets fully animated!!!)

On my way to go reread that piece again orz

-Karasu anon :)

OMG YAYYY I’M SO GLAD YOU LIKED IT!! hehehe smth abt karasu always gets me rambling…both times i’ve written for him the pieces have ended up being almost double the length i intended them to be 😭 I LOVEEEE HIS AND READER’S DYNAMIC they’re so stupid and they truly match each other’s freak so well LMAAOAO i think the whole “Why do you think he’s so interested in me? It’s because of the kindness that radiates off of me in waves!” ~ “That’s not kindness radiating off of you, that’s the scent of your hair gel.” exchange is one of the funniest things i’ve written in a WHILE i was giggling coming up with that whole convo 😫

i think his fear of water is so interesting!! since it was established in the first part that y/n loves swimming i thought this was the best way to include that without it feeling too random 👆🏻 HAHA i really wanted to show that despite his snarkiness he truly is a green flag at heart!! him being a bit of a jerk is so integral to his character but at the same time i am 100% confident that he would be sooo down bad if he liked someone and he would absolutely treat his gf like a princess (even though he’d simultaneously be a jackass abt it)

YES i did watch the epinagi movie last thursday when it came out in the us!! ofc nagi is my fav so i liked it but i do think they cut out a lot from the manga which made it feel a teensy bit rushed. i almost wished they would’ve waited until the manga finished up w the second selection and then animated that too (biased because i want to see more karasu + barou) overall though it was good!! the tabieitaken + kurona cameo at the end was sweet if not a bit crunchily animated 💖 also i distinctly remember there’s a scene (i think at the end) where they show reo and nagi like standing next to one another and THEY DO THE FUCKING PRIDE AND PREJUDICE PINKIE THING LMAOAOAOA i hope you know what i’m referring to it had me dying 😭😭😭 i fear reonagi is not a ship i care much about (LOVE both characters, find them kinda boring together tbh) so it wasn’t emotionally impactful to me i just found it hilarious…like ok wyd here mr darcy ⁉️ but i’d love to know what you think!! i am caught up with everything blue lock so feel free to talk about anything related to it in my inbox 😤

I LOVE HIORI IN THIS SERIES TBH he’s like karasu x y/n’s biggest shipper (besides y/n’s bff) but also kind of their weird little freak child?? idk how to put it but karasu + y/n both feel like they are probably role models of some sort for hiori (which will be shown a bit more in the next continuation i hope) so he kinda just follows them around as he has been so far and at some point they just give up and pretty much adopt him. like yeah that’s their son what abt it (this is based on that one scene of karasu and hiori in the epinagi movie where karasu looks like he’s taking his child [hiori] to the doctor’s office for the first time because his wife [y/n] is busy 😭)

OTOYA AND KARASU ARE SUCH A FUNNY DUO I LOVE THEM TOGETHER!! i’m so excited to write otoya meeting y/n i think it’s going to be entertaining for sure!! and PLEASE karasu meeting yukimiya in blue lock has been on my mind since you requested him going into the program…he does his stupid little analysis for the first time and immediately has a breakdown because yukimiya is canonically 1cm taller than him 😭 otoya has to tell my man to stand tf up HAHAH i bet the trash talk after they won/after karasu got ranked third and yuki got ranked fifth for third selection was VILE (on karasu’s part. meanwhile yuki is like “great game 😄 you’re super talented bro 👍🏻” because he’s unproblematic and also has 0 idea why this random crow boy holds such a deep hatred for him)

i loveee the epinagi manga i wish it was updated weekly because i’m so impatient i need to know what happens next!! the current match going on is making me sooo happy because it has my top three bllk boys (nagi, karasu, and barou) in it…plus my bestie chigiri 💖 the art style of the manga is so pretty though so i don’t mind waiting longer for chapters…perfection takes time after all 🤩 the way karasu especially is drawn in epinagi is so hfdkskjs like bro is ASTOUNDING. the panel where he’s first introduced in it and his name is written and he’s all smirky…lives were changed dare i say!!

i have so much fun reading your thoughts!! and once again i’m glad you like the way i’m taking your requests 🫶🏻 i will hopefully get the next ones done soon too and you can lmk what you think of them!! always proud to serve the karasu fandom 🫡 i’m like that one video of justin bieber that goes “hey. just working. working hard so i can please you.” but it’s me writing for minor bllk characters instead of just the itoshi bros typical suspects.

come into my inbox whenever you want!! i will always be happy to read whatever you want to talk about (even if it’s not karasu related hehe)

[tulip-room]

imma go right ahead and slide right in here to match your freak

it seems that an analysis of my hq fav is on the order tonight... may i present to you... kageyama tobio, the king of my heart <33 (i love him so much it's not funny)

let see...

tobio's started off with such a complex character and backstory, he loves volleyball, having learnt it from his grandfather with his elder sister, and after she stops playing it, i think it becomes his only connection to his grandfather when he passes away :( (please i have such grandparental trauma like tobio no one touch me)

so he holds on to it, believing in his grandfather's words that someone better will come along if he keeps playing (besides his passion and love for volleyball ofc) then we see hinata entering his life, having the guts to challenge him and calling him out on his mistakes even though he's nowhere near as good as tobio. we see this happen, and other characters, even though they are more skilled than hinata, does not know how to nitpick with kageyama, so! hinata is his someone better who finally came along

backtracking for a bit here, we also see him get mad at hinata after their first competition in middle school, because he was upset about what hinata had been doing all this time, when hinata had the talent, why hadn't he found him sooner?

hinata's offhanded comment during the practice match against date tech was soooo important to tobio's growth and acceptance of himself. something along the lines of "what's wrong if kageyama becomes the king of the court again? personally if i didn't like what kageyama tells me i'm just gonna ignore him"

hinata showed tobio that it's fine to be himself, to demand things from his hitters, to be crowned the king of the court once again and be proud of it. of course, now he is learning to also take in consideration the state of his teammates, and to say things in a better tone to get his point across rather than just exploding at his teammates!

but before hinata said this, he didn't think it was acceptable for him to demand his hitters to do better, because in his experience, it only led him to damnation when his kitagawa daiichi teammates abandoned him on the court. but now! he learns that it's okay to speak his mind, and ask more of them, as long as he can do it in a better way so he can get his point across effectively!!

i'm gonna stop right there before i even go to the nekoma vs karasuno spring tournament match HAHAHAAHA

in conclusion i love kageyama tobio so much </3

lowkey forgot inboxes existed lol, also been a bit busy I'm so sorry love <333333

I know you love him lol, I have realized I've read more fic for him recently than I have for my faves and shuddered

I give you fluff to combat your angst you gave me smh

kags trying to push everyone away but you not letting him and he becomes appreciative of this once he stops being upset

he holds your hand when you get upset because he would rather you talk to him about what is upsetting you/ sit with you than either of you walk away while upset

he smiles when he sees you attend his games

he is cheesy but we can thank Wikihow for it lol

ILY AVE <3

Match My Freak ! askbox event

[makeupmenandmovingup]

Dating App Frustrations

Hey again!  H here. I know we’ve posted a lot in the past 24 hours, but boy, it’s been an exciting few days.  I wanted to write about an experience I had last night with a dating app, and figure out where I should go from here. 

To start off with, I hate dating apps.  I absolutely hate them.  K says they’re good for me to put myself out there or whatever.  BUT, I’m super awkward with talking to strangers online, and I’m not good with the pressure of dating apps.  You’re supposed to be sexy, cool, mysterious, enticing, adventurous, and confident, and you’re supposed to relay these qualities in about 5 pictures and a carefully crafted bio about yourself.  Well, it’s safe to say I don’t possess any of those qualities, so that makes it very difficult for me. I also don’t really want to mess around.  I’m at the point in my life that I want to settle down and have a serious relationship that might someday lead to marriage.  I’m slightly old fashioned, but dating someone means a lot to me, so I’m not doing this to play games and sleep around.  If that’s something you like to do, cool and keep doing it!  It’s just not for me. 

Anyway, I posted some new pics on my dating profiles, and killed some free time I had this weekend swiping left and right on various male profiles.  I matched with some guys on Bumble, and decided I was going to message them, since the girls have to initiate conversations, and the hope that maybe something would come from it.

I got a notification that I guy I messaged had messaged me back, and I was nervous and excited!  Who knows, maybe this one would finally work out?  Well, I was extremely disappointed.  A transcription of the conversation is written below: 

Me: “Hey, how’s your weekend going?”

Boy: “On a scale of 1-10, how much do you want to suck my dick?”

Me: “Lol 0 bye”

Boy: “Dang”

DANG.  He must be so disappointed that he didn’t get better results from that message.  Part of me wants to ask how successful he's been with that approach.  Unfortunately, that isn’t the first time I’ve received a message like that on a dating app, and it probably won’t be the last.  The problem with these messages that continue to flood my inbox is that they make me want to give up. 

I originally wanted this post to be empowering, but if I’m being honest, I’m having a hard time feeling empowered.  I feel discouraged, frustrated, and disappointed, and I wonder if the multitude of those types of messages amount to my worth.  I’m extremely tempted to delete my dating apps, say “fuck love”, and be done with it.  However, if I do that, I’m wasting time being alone and not trying to find my person.  Finding love is hard, finding a decent person to spend time with is hard, and getting over your insecurities and problems to put yourself out there is FREAKING HARD.  Despite how hard it is, I know what love has done for me and for those around me, and I know it’s worth the hardships.  Unfortunately, that doesn’t make it suck less. 

I don’t have all the answers, in fact, I don’t have any answers.  I don’t know how to brush those messages off and keep going.  I don’t know how to let go of the feeling that I’m just going to keep being disappointed with every match I get.  I don’t know how to remain positive and hopeful with this process.  This shit is hard. 

If you have tips on how to feel empowered through dating app frustrations, good dating apps to use, or helpful tips on how to navigate online dating, let us know.  Our dating culture has completely changed, and we need to support each other if we’re ever going to figure out this whole love thing. 

For me, the quest continues.

-H